What a day. I got my monthlies which means even more pain than I already have and I managed to smash the car, great. I don't even know if I want to write about it because it's so depressing. I will try.
I was trying to be a good mum taking my son and his friend to the skate park even though my back was refusing to go, anyway couple of hours there and then they wanted Hungry Jacks so off we went to get some lunch(a special treat we don't eat a lot of junk food) well when reversing out I hit a poll that was so low you could not see it when up in a 4wd, a couple of thousand worth of damage. Why did this happen?
1. Pain,even more than usual. 2. Mind else where(worried about what other's were saying about me)
3. Worried about why I worry about what others were saying about me. 4. Thousand of random thoughts racing through my mind. Bad combination I know, I feel bad that we are going to have to spend money where we never would have if it weren't for me. Some days you should never leave the house. That's my lesson for today, wish I had learnt that one earlier.
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